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Sample Poems From Vernal Calibrations, 1992

 OKLAHOMA 1934

At the border of the south forty,
where the wobbly fence, barbs festering
with rust, hold back the pasture before it falls
into a bottom of Osage orange and thistle,
he leads her to the weathered stile
and whistles between blunt thumb
and little finger
until the horses come

lightly through the burnished haze of seared
        grass in a rose-gold twilight,
the matched bays,
flesh jittery
beneath ruby breasts,
the Indian pony
and her foal mottled brown and pink
against the rising tide of amethyst.

To his worldly goods he introduces her in turn,
Lady, Queen, and Paint,
his thick, cracked fingers,
the one with the new band catching the last light,
touch the velvet noses one by one,
and she can name the colt.

She ignores the gritty wind that presses
the second-hand thinness of her dress
between her thighs
and a dust that swirls.

GREEN EXTRAVAGANCE

I envy the silence
of stones, the perfect
inwardness of obsidian,
sandstone’s savory patience.

Here on the summer porch,
overcome by your economies
of love and corn, I close
against the green extravagance
of root and silk and stalk.
Down the hill the silt-black
bottom swells with Johnson grass
and lovers’ vine—in the rank
tangle you luxuriate, climb
like columbine the trellis
of your bones, yourself in bloom
with dreams I cannot share.

I lean toward the attitude
of shale, turn
to the stillness of basalt.

I have tired of growing things.

NIGHTMARE COMFORTS

This morning,
in perfect Ukrainian,
I cough up phlegm
into my sink
where it hangs
like a black slug
against the white.

After breakfast,
I wrap the charred
corpse of a small child
in pages of The Times,
but its dark screams
leak through and stain
my summer suit.

At lunch,
the dead of
Bangladesh
float like croutons
in my vichyssoise,
the white
Bordeaux
blushed by the blood
of Kurdish rebels.
During my commute,
Serbs and Croats
skewer me by turns
with pitchforks
and hay hooks
until my wounds
run green with Astrotruf.

After supper, over-
full of undigested news,
bloated from feasting
on the raw homeless,
I wash in
Peru’s left over
cholera and scrub
myself with a strong
soap made from the fat
and burned out waste
of
South Africa.

At last, I slip
into the queasiness
of blood soaked
sheets, look forward
to the comforts
of my own nightmares.

Sample Poems From  A Darkness Defined, 1994

NEUENGAMME 

Just across the Elbe
among green-houses
and neat rows of radiccio
its dark flower blooms
yet, surrounded by hot-
house tomatoes and tulips,
denial and endive.

Just a work camp, they
say, but Arbeit didn’t

macht frei, simply dead,
done to ashes of less
substance than the clay
of bricks, an ersatz
fertilizer for the garden
of the Wachmannschaft.

Now it’s all so neat,
the clinker works so
well preserved, the
almost perfect bricks,
the monument thrusting sky-
ward as it should, even
the Frenchman’s twisted
body off to the side,
disturbing, but removed.

At night the residents
may whiten glass panels
and clip the grass,
but at the back of my
throat petals of ash
collect, air heavy
with the fragrance
of the oven’s work.

GEOLOGICAL DREAMS

He watches the broken ribs
of the raw earth lift
by infinitesimal degrees,
time stripped of mind
and sense, sun the only
measure of any consequence,
and that feeble weighed
against the list of hemispheres.

For days his body emulates
the stone and rock he waits
upon, at home in a cosmos
free from seismographics
of the heart or annals of the blood.

And even though he knows
the slow dance of rift
and plate, the slip of
faults and drift of continents,
still he dreams his world
unmoved and motionless.

NO LOVING BEYOND

There is no loving beyond
the earth, no ethereal
light to love that does
not emanate from flesh,
no gilded heaven rooted
in an alchemy beyond
the bone and cell, no
love of body free from
a passion for the rank
tangle of river bottoms,
the waist-high whisper
of grassy plains, no sex
except it share the puffed
lips of lupine and the deep
honeyed through of hibiscus,
no musk free of leaf-mold
and the slow, hushed rot
of wood in ancient forests.



Continued Poem From A Darkenss Defined, 1994  

NATURE’S SCORE

Limp in the blunt
hooked beak,
the dead mouse
hangs, dinner
for the owl.

I should feel
some sympathy,
but instead, I
see a kind
of symmetry,
a rightness
that goes beyond
the heart.

High on the dark
perch of hemlock
I have no business.
It matters little
that the tearing
of wet flesh
and the crunching
of small bones
is not music
to my ears.

Sample Poems From The Monika Poems, 2007

ON HER BALCONY

Now when I see her,
it is usually on her balcony
among the azaleas and rhododendron,
or picking from the hydrangea
wilted leaves and papery clusters in decline.

It is always summer then, and she
sunny in the denim dress
with the small perennial roses
stitched across the bodice—
a dress from a
California shopping spree,
a dress I later dream her in.

There on that quick balcony,
small, white-gloved hands deep
in the dusky earth that soils
terra cotta urns and pots—
in which first the snowdrops come,
then crocus, narcissus, peonies in a rush,
and, of course, the obligatory geraniums—
humming Bach or Telemann,
she urges on the clematis hugging
its dull red post, the trumpet flower
blaring silent hopes.

And if she come today,
will she be surprised, her balcony
awash with color, green and lush, barely checked
by the mesh of its metal balustrade,
even the dying rose—repotted, pruned,
nursed through the German winter
in our room, talked to as she would do,
sprayed and prayed over,
tended to with a displaced
but passionate care—in bloom?

DARK MATTER

The Staffelsee at Murnau broods in blues
and blacks as looming night comes on,
a bruised reflection of the fading light
and earthy, russet embers of the dying day—
though less a landscape than rendition,
the artist’s kidnaped vision of a growing
darkness above the blunt-brushed aqua trees,
themselves cut off by lines not so unlike
the blue-white fire of streaking meteorites,
all the brighter flared beneath that darkened
matter, whose mass and gravity blot up
the last, decaying light—

This the old man clearly sees, even if through
rheumy eyes, and stands transfixed before
Kandinsky’s masterpiece, frail shoulders
hunched, no longer filling out the worn,
black coat, while gnarled fingers and thick-
veined hands clutch the polished knob
of an ebony walking stick, those hands
grown stiff from wielding matters just as dark,
holding on as best he can to every thread
or stream of light, while in those watery eyes
old vexations fail to die.

Feeling his stiffness, though not yet so bent,
and pierced by a quiet smoldering all my own,
I stand and contemplate the landscape of the night.

THE GOD OF SMALL THINGS

The god of small things
seems quite content
to do without feast days,
rituals and rights,
pomp and circumstance,
assemblages and congregations,
even houses of worship,
and appears to be
in no great need of
inspired writ, neither
sacred texts nor
wise commentaries,
the world as given,
more than enough.

He seems quite pleased
when someone stops
toward sundown
to watch the slant
of late October light
sift through the thinning
leaves of sycamores,
one who has no urge
to read into the scene
some message from
beyond, simply enjoys
the play of light
and leaf and limb
for what they are, and
feels at one with them.

His only commandment,
apparently, attentiveness,
and if it’s broken, the only
hell the missing out on
what the seeing’s
all about.

RITUAL

Every evening,
from the seventh floor
window of her hospital room,
we watched the swift, unfettered flight
of pigeons above
a city scape framed
by wooded hills—
forgetting for a time
the intravenous drip,
the tubes that drained,
the humming pump,
the hiss of oxygen—we
watched them climb and swoop and swirl
in flocks, curl
in tight dark
spirals then unfurl in brighter banks
against the fading light
like schools
of silver fish
in a sea of sky, bend
bold arcs around the slate-roofed spires
sequined by the last
reflected sun, saw them rise
above the wide-ribbed dome
of the cathedral’s ancient octagon,
watched until the darkness
settled in and artificial
lights came on.

At evening now
she come to me
no longer earth-bound,
free in a realm of such untethered flight—

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